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This is the
'short-version' of meditation step 2, Observing the
mind. If you want to read the long version, click
above.
Step 2,
Observing the Mind
You've found a
comfortable enough position to sit for 20-30 minutes and
your hands are relaxed and in in your lap or laying
against your legs. The temperature of the room is
agreeable and there isn't a fan or air conditioner
blowing on you, though they may be on in the room. There
are very few distractions around you and you think you
might be able to sit and observe the breath for a while.
Before we watch
the breath we'll watch a little bit of everything going
on. Close your eyes. Probably already can notice that
your mind is racing with thoughts.
What are thoughts?
Are they noises? Do you see them? Do you feel them? Or,
do thoughts lead to feelings? Do feelings lead to
thoughts? What is a thought? Maybe you see the thought
in your mind. Is it a photograph? A moving picture - a
video? What about sounds - are they visual or something
else?
Already, just in
the first couple minutes you're going to learn a lot
about yourself. You'll see that your mind is on
auto-pilot - it just GOES. For your entire awake life
your mind has been moving - and churning. It is a
never-ending source of entertainment. Your mind likes
mind-candy. It loves the senses to be gathering
experiences it can analyze. It loves to see things with
the eyes, feel with the sensory nerves, taste, smell,
hear things. If your mind doesn't have any mind candy
being fed from the body and it's sense organs then it
creates some from memory or it asks you questions.
You'll notice that
the mind is teeming with thoughts with a few breaks
between.
Can you focus at
all on the breaks? Can you see or experience the breaks
in thought that occur between two thoughts?
That very small
break is your mind being still.
When the mind is
still for a long time - seconds, and then minutes -
incredible things happen. The mind is changed and
blossoms into a mind that sees the truth about life.
About the human experience. The mind is revitalized with
energy and throws away the old misconceptions you've
lived your life according to for years...
What do you notice
besides thought? Can you feel your physical body? Can
you feel where your arms are? Your fingers, legs, feet,
toes? If they're tense - relax them. The first couple
minutes of sitting are a period of progressively
relaxing your body. It's naturally tense, as the mind is
tense. The body doesn't realize yet that when you sit -
it's the ultimate in relaxation. Soon you'll be over the
pain of sitting in one spot and the body will really
know it's time to relax when you sit like this.
You might want to
run through your body from top to bottom - and focus on
each body part - head, neck muscles, trapezium muscles,
shoulders, biceps, triceps, forearms, wrists, hands,
fingers - the whole way through your entire body. As you
think of each part - focus on relaxing that part to the
point of being ultimately relaxed - with no stress and
tension. No discomfort. If you need to stretch a little
bit - go ahead and move around and stretch a bit then go
back to your sitting position. Run through each body
part from head to toes and relax everything.
Don't forget your
face! Recently I was sitting and I realized that my face
was tense. I was so intent on focusing on the breath
that my facial muscles were overly tense. Once I
realized this and produced a little half smile it sent
me into a deep state where the mind was still and I
experienced some deeper levels of consciousness. Just
that one tiny detail was holding me back. And that's how
it goes with me... maybe you're different, but try to
relax everything and see it's effect.
KNOW
YOURSELF
through meditation. |